It's creeping up in my mind now all the time. I'm not lying awake at night thinking about how pissed off I am at blood sugars from the day, but I lie awake thinking about the possibilities that I'm having seizure symptoms instead. I'm babysitting tonight and I can't stop thinking about the fact that what if tonight was my body's breaking point what if it stops being symptoms and forms into an actual one. We're not even sure if that's what it is, but what if it is?! I can't stop thinking. I have to, but I can't. Please please keep me in your prayers. I could really use them.
Keep your head up and scary thoughts out of your mind,