Someone told me that "just because we are fighting a battle that we may never completely win, doesn't mean you have to let it get in your way and define who you become." These are the stories of my life..
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Scariest Night Ever
I was going to post something else, but I feel the need to tell you about my scariest night last night. It starts at 8:00 in the morning when I was working a carnival and went low... three times one day. Not just low like 70 but low like 60's, 50's low. Then I went to my cousins bday party. It was Alice And Wonderland themed and was really cute. I counted. I had a total of 54 carbs last night at 6:30. That was all I ate that would usually shoot me into the 110ish, but it didn't. I was starting to fall asleep so I went and tested. 197. That's high I've never gone that high. At that point I excused myself from the party and walked back home. So I drank a water. Retested 254. Now I was scared. Water... retest... 262. Water... retest... 200. Water retest... 136. Water retest... 88. It took three hours to bring it down and even when I was down I retested every two hours during the night. I was scared to death and didn't know what to do or how to react. Just a small glimpse of reality in the life of one scared and confused person.
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